Booya!!!
Can't believe what I'm about to say BUT
Alas I'm glad I'm at work today.
The last two days have been a
rough days for me especially my butthole!
Wicked eh!?
Like my friend said
passing out kuah satay is a bitch!
Yeah! After few hippy pills, I'm all out for the world.
Watch out people! Here I come....
Awww mad! I can hear that stomach of mine rumbling again.

Hello Readers Of mine.
HaHa!
I got food poisoning So
I guess I won't be blogging
Yesterdae, today and tomorrow.
Just can't help it but I got to blog.
Sympathy. I need Sympathy!
HaHa!
My butthole hurts okay!
After many trips to the unholy labaratory.

Whoa!!!

Tolkien Crackpot Theories

The Tolkien Sarcasm Page
Ahhhhh mad!
All thanks to Ralph Balkshi's Lord Of The Ring.
I'm going to kick him square in the nuts if I sees him.
I'm hoping Peter Jackson will do a bit better.

HaHa!
Everytime I entered my office(I mean a small tiny cubicle)
This tune always starts to play inside my head.
"Bad Reputation" By Joan Jett.
What's that all about?
Am I about to reach another level of conciousness?
Hey! Don't mock me.

Do not meddle in the affairs of wizards
for they are subtle and quick to anger

theMeek The White
Ps: I capped that Gandalf and Saruman ass!
Now I'm the White.

Your GQ (geek quotient) is.... GQ 108
(this puts you in the 85.61 percentile.)

Your GQ is about average - your coolness offsets your geekiness.
Lucky me?

Geek Quiz - Find out your Geek Quotient!

Indeed these are Strange days
It's De Ja Vu all over again.
Things are not going to be the same again.

Who do you think will gonna win?
The spunky babe?
The meekie mouse?
Or the foxy styra?

Awww man, meekie mouse doesn't sound too great.

Check out her site again guys!

Ms Mimi.She's spunky! She made this for me.

Awww isn't she great?
I told you she's spunky
Another spunky friend of hers is

Ms Styra.
Whoa!

What if one fateful day, we lost the urge
to Blog?
Is there any pills like Viagra to boost
our urge to Blog? To stimulate our
neural senses and invoke the human
hibernating animal in us?
What pill will that be called?
Why does Viagra called Viagra?
Why can't it be called Boner pill?
Isn't that easier? Why must they called it
scientifically?
Why does Condom be called Condom?
Why can't they just called it Penis Wrapper?
That sounds more sensible i guess.
One day, I'm gonna step up to a pharmacy shop
And say
Can I have a Penis Wrapper and a Boner Pill please?
I know she would get it fast as she can.
'Cos she understands it the minute she hears it.
Everyone knows what is Penis wrapper is for?
And a Boner Pill. Of course.

Awww man, I've been thinking.
I'm thinking of joining the Police Force.
My NS is coming soon. Got to act fast.
But not hastily or i'll regret it.
This IT industry will not cut out for me.
My friend who is an IT expert,
L33t h@x0r Programmer
have to undergo 30 interviews
till she got her current job.
What about me?
100+ interviews?
F@#k that!
I don't want to waste my time
finding jobs.
Hmmmm
Only time will tell...

I AM 63% GEEK.

Nerd, Freak, Geek, Dweeb. Sound familiar?
That's okay, cause I will be the richest
person at my 15th year high-school reunion.
If a "con" isn't happening that weekend.

My Ultimate Guide to X-Files Universe
Ah yes...Yesterday was X-Files Final Episode For Season 8.Kinda dissapointing though, no UFO is being seen!
Death of Alex Krycek? Awww man, he was like the most interesting character in X-Files. But i'll doubt that he's dead. Awww come on. It's
like you guys never seen X-Files before. He's not dead yet. He will come again in Season 9. 'Cos I think Alex Krycek is also one of the
Alien Replacement. But what about his prosthetic hand? Maybe there's a lot of alien replacement types.
And why must the final scene end with Mulder kissing Scully? What is that all about?
Now I can't wait for Season 9, The main cast would be Agent Doggett,Agent Scully and Agent Reyes
Hmmm maybe Mulder will come visit them once in a while. For all these years, Mulder have been the center of the X-Files universe.
He was the main drive to X-Files. His quest, his passion, his unrelentless need to find the truth, all truths, that we all (including Scully)
became passionate about. But what has the final scene shows us? Mulder kissing Scully again? Maybe It was Chris Carter ways to make
the scene stronger. Well I'm gonna not gonna whine about yesterday dissapointing ending. Again no UFO or greys. At least there was
Billy Miles.
I'm hoping to see Agent Doggett and Agent Reyes to have the same chemistry like Mulder and Scully does.
I'm so sentiment when it comes to X-Files.
Hehh I'm such a Dork!

Check out her site.

She's spunky!

Guess what I got for myself today?
What?
A Toaster?
No!
But I ordered a T-SHIRT from a friend of mine.
A T-SHIRT with Osama face on it!
Osama RuleZ!
Ha-Ha!

Not Gonna Miss Dark Angel

Blogs are silly.
And therefore I am.
I Love Me so much.
You Wanna Love Me?
I Love You Long Time, Long Time!

I'm so bored I'm tempted to cut my balls off. But I won't! Am I the clever one now. Zad, where's the others? Are we the only ones draining our brains off here? No wait! Now I see this. It's just another mass abduction. How come are we here? Is this a test? Are we just a pawn in their masterplan? This can't be happening! We should see this coming. I'm scared now. Why? I dread the days of their remisnicing the days of their anal probe experiences over and over again!

When will are we going to the movies again? People! just let go of your work you're doing! Forget about exams!(*Hehehe*Winks*) Forget everything. Don't wear any pants. Just let us go to the friggin' movies!
Zad we're supposed to watch WAR FILM before we serves our National Suffering. But guess what? The one with Johnny cage Nicholas Cage . I think it's just a Pearl Harbour Clone. Another sappy war story. I need GORE/ACTION/MAYHEM!!! Hey does this sounds like BUSH talking?
Opps! That was not me talking. That was just my kneecaps talking. But I got to know of one movie by Luc Besson. It's called Yamakasi: The Samurai Of The Modern Times. GREAT eh!? The French Film Festival begins on the 25th September and is on until the 9th October.For once, all films will be screened at Cathay Cineplex, both at Orchard and Causeway Point. If alas all is not in favour, I shall watch BATTLE ROYALE myself...BooHoo. LORDS OF THE FLIES+SURVIVOR+GUNS AND MAYHEM!

How about it guys? The good ol' days of snuggling together just watching the movies without wearing any pants. Oops! Wrong window!

But for now, Be Merry My Fellow Friends...
Oh gosh! I'm reading way too much Tolkien Books.

Okay, remember about the pink girL I was rambling about? I was thinking about her again.I say to myself in the morning, If I got to see her again, It's fated I say.
Then on my way back home.I saw her again But...Yes a But. A very big But. No pun intended.I saw her with a guy. So it seems that she already got a significant other.
But that is not a problem,you see...Last time, I'm so naive.Everytime a girL caught my attention,I would always think about her.And I will feel sad and stuff when I was
turned down or the girL maybe got someone else. But today when I saw her with that guy. I felt nothing instead I was happy for her. It didn't affect me afterall. Hmm maybe
I'm growing up. Maybe I'm maturing already.
The lessons I've learnt have taught me well. Regardless of that cute face or whatever that can make a guy to have a boner, I didn't care. Now I know that LOVE does not
care about looks. When we look at someone. We shouldn't look at the external. We shouldn't let our mind follow what your eyes perceives that is beautiful. It's that the
inside that matters. Oh I don't know. I'm still naive. There's alot of things to be discovered in this mysterious world.
Hehh by the way, I heard that my ex already with this guy for almost 2 months. Thats great of her you know. After a month breakup, she already got someone. Whoa a
backup plan? Hahah! Whatever.
Somebody...Someone...

If I were a girL, I would be...



Ha-Ha!

I went to CMPB.COM.SG to enquire my Enlistment Status.
And this is what stated on the website.
Not to soon there. Not to soon.

Good morning Mr MOHAMMAD AIDIL BIN RASHID.


You are currently granted deferment until 08 Dec 2001.

Arghhh Mad!
I think I'm sick again still.
I feel so inside out, upside down and sideways!
I got a stiff neck 'cause of the overly done headbang.
My throat feels itchy!
My nose is still like a water pipe.
Oh man, what could go any worse?
Ah well. Good Morning Fellas!
Have a great Rocking Blue Monday!

Just came back from Joo Chiat C.C.
The metal gig was the awesome.
Well not all.
Some of the band had some technical difficulties
Some can't even hear the vocal even though
I can see the vocalist straining his voice
Till I can see the veins throbbing.
Whoa!
I headbang like there was no tomorrow!
My friend Band played OK
Still got a long way to go.
The gimmick was great.
Look like KISS abit! Ha-Ha!
Whoa there is this girL
I saw her headbang beside me.
Whoa she put her hands around me.
And we headbang altogether.
Awesome!
When she going to fell when some guy was over her
I quickly held her hands to prevent her from falling.
Whoa! A hero in the making eh?
Thats not all.
She never let go of my hands!
I say What the Hey?
I was okay with that
But i felt uneasy.
So i tried to let go.
Then I put my arms around her shoulders.
Then we headbang again with the other guys!
Then when my friends finished playing their last song,
One guy held me a microphone.
I was puzzled. So i let an angry growl!
Then she giggled.
Whoa!
But after the gig, I dunno where she went.
I dont even know how she really looks like
But I know that girl's hair smells great.
Hey! I'm not sniffing at her hair.
But it was practically all over my face when she headbang!
Ha-Ha!
But it was sad though.
I wanted to ask for her name.
But she was nowhere to be found.
All the guys/girls wore black.
Oh man! She was a rocker!
Whoa!

Ha-Ha!

Whoa today Ms Farzana and Ms Haseena sms me.
Ms Farzana sms me a Good Morro and Ms Haseena ask me
how was I doing. Oh so sweet of them. I just knew them less
than a month. They're going to be a good friend indeed.
How nice, 2 girls sms me today.
That is so nice.
Heh.
I wonder if I'm nice to them?
Ms Haseena, It's so difficult to smile.
I'll smile when there is no people around
But it 's so damn hard to smile at these people.
All I see is these zombie faces of them.
Just work and work.
And for what?
For the money?
That is so morally wrong here!
Of course money is essential.
Very!
But given a choice between Happiness and Money.
I choose Happiness!
Say what? Money?
But doesn't money bring you happiness you say?
Wrong. Money brings you greed, masked by happiness.
It's like a drug you see.
With money, you feel that fake happiness.
That is all.

I saw that girl in the pink shirt again.
I was having my lunch.
She was passing by.
I was looking at her.
She was looking at me.
She is gone.
I'm tearing my hair now.
That is all.

Have not been myself lately.
I've been sitting under this aircon vents for almost 2 months now.
I think I'm getting down with flu.
Body Aching, Body, Body Aching, Super Disco, Disco, Breaking
I'm now doing the freaky freaky.
Every seconds, I'm losing body fluids through my nose pipe.

At last I AM A MEMBER OF SFOGS.COM
I'll be your local Paranormal Investigator from now on.
And yeaH! I got a shirt from GUAPUNYA.COM and SFOGS.COM
I'm a Rocking Ghostbuster!
But now I'm sick.
So I'm a sick Rocking Ghostbuster

Yesterday night, i thought to myself.
If i ever see her again tomorrow
Then it's fate.
Cheesy eh?
Today I saw her again.
But it happened so fast.
I don't have the chance to talk to her.
Oh another wasted attempt.
They're walking so fast.
Are they running away from me?
I ponder...

Thursday morning.
I'm feeling so refresh.
Hope I will meet her again.
That chubby girL.
The girL with with chubby Rosy Cheeks.
I'm trying to look best today.
I've been never ready in my entire life.
Never.
So here goes.
Watchout chubby girL.
I'm going to slip into you life.
If you may.
I'll said Please.
Ain't I'm the courtesy one.
I'm smiling to day.
I hope I can smile whole day long,
Without getting any face cramps.
Please be gentle with me little chubby girL.
I'm fragile.

"HA-HA" (pointing to that guy ALA Nelson Muntz)

As Fiz got a Magic 8-Ball,Im trying to discover what is making the ball tick. So here you go Fiz,The Inscrutable 8-Ball Revealed. Gore scenes. Not for the dim witted hearted!

Maybe I'm changing to this server. The First Vegetable Powered Server

This is so Morally Wrong, I say.

I've read the news about the terrorist wanting to recruits 5 singaporeans.
This is major paranoia i say!
What they hey man?
Anyways, I say Singaporean are so into their working world
So out of tune with the real world
A sick affair!
Follow so closely to their own schedule
Surgically Precision!

And yes, There is no characters here in Singapore.
I've been thinking Friends.
Me and my colleague are going to do something big!
Hell i don't know what will the consequences will be?
Zad are you going to help me here?
This is going to be big you know?
My colleague and I are going to make the biggest prank in the History of Singapore.
Once in our lifetime we should do something crazy you know?
Zad, I know you can do this. You are the best person in mind I can ask.

This is my masterplan.
I know.
I've been never ready for my entire life.
Never...
But here it is...

We are going to impersonate being Osama terrorist
This will be done in the MRT
He will spot a beard and wear Osama Tshirt.
Then we will talk on the handphone about the bomb going off...
And we will read some Doa from the Quran.
Try to do some scare out of this working people.
And this i say...
I say people will shit in their pants!
This is a plan.
A masterplan.
And for Naysayers!
F#@k the Naysayers!

You're bored you say?
Now what are you waiting for?
Join this demented plan.

Sunday was a weird day indeed!
On my way to meet my Zad,Noor,Maya,
I saw a middle age chinese guy reading a
(ARE YOU READY?) a chinese
version of Harry Porter.
Whoaaaa!? I said.
Weird.
Then on my way back home,
I sat down outside CityHall MRT
to take a smoke.
Then it became weirder!
It seems like i was an information counter guy
There will be people asking me questions
like where to buy cigarettes, where to?
And the most weird thing! A Bangladesh or he seems
to look like one, approach me and ask me
"Do you have a plastic?" Huh!?
With his hands describing me.
What the f@#k!? Then i ask again?
Huh what plastic u want?
Then he went Blur and went off.
Weird, very weird indeed!

I just finished talking to a friend of mine.
It's a girl by the way.
She is having trouble with his boyfrend.
And do you know what?
I fucking hate talking about relationship, how abt mending, consoling and stuff.
And especially to girls!
It fucking suck and making me a headache!
What the fuck!?
I can't even handle my own relationship
I don't even have one.
Why are girls always think that they're always right?
This kinds of things make me hate them even more man!
Girls Are Evil!!!
But then i like girls!
But i hate girls that talk to much!!!
You can talk to me but no relationship talk with me!
No BGR talk with me again!
They suck!
SHIT PISS FUCK CUNT COCKSUCKER MUTHERFUCKER TIT FART DIRTY TWART !!!!!!
Arghhhh that feels so better now.....

Oh yay!
My web counter hit 311.
And do you know what?
What?
Wait I'm telling you now.
Ok.
311 is my favourite band.
Favourite band indeed.
Funky Rock is the way to go.
Oh yay!

Hmm
Yesterday outing was fine.
Everyone was fine.
But our heads are...erm...not.

The aircon here is too freakin cold!
My hands is turning blue,
I can feel popsicles forming on my nostrils,
My lips are icy cold,
My nipples are hard,
Oh man, I think I'm turning into a snowman.

I saw this Ads about MOTIVATIONS.
Huh!? People pays others to get motivations?
Thats Lame! I mean you can do it by yourself.
I know what motivates you.
MASTURBATION!
Thats what I called SELF MOTIVATION.

Hmmm I'm really short of money.
I'm trying to find some money in my pockets,
And I only found some lints, bottle caps, bus tickets, and even butterflies.
Luckily they still not dead yet.
Is there any sperm donation banks in Singapore?
Can you get money after donating your little soldiers?
I'm wondering...

YeaH!
Today, I got to sit in front in the MRT driver seat.Again.
Don't worry. I'm not a terrorist.

Today.Again. The foul mouth cock appeared.I think it is a He.
Okay. So the cock said "What the f@#ken hell are you doing in this blogger thing? Don't you have a f@#ken life?"
So I picked him up and spanked him where the sun never shine.
Heheh so the foul mouth cock went crying and pussy-like, talking about me abusing him and such.
I'm thinking "Yeah! I messed him up really bad this time"
But then the foul mouth cock gave me the Finger..
So I flipped mine to at it! And make this sign \m/ 0_0 \m/ to him.
Then he went pussy again. What a wuss that foul mouth cock!

This is not a story. This is a real life experience.
Everything is true. Except most of the stuffs.

Nope! I didn't play tennis today.
And I miss my bus stop again for the 3rd time.
Why? 'cause i was asleep in the bus.
Thats why.
I'll swear I'll bring an alarm clock with me.
Is that normal? Nobody is normal anyway...

Whoaa...i'm gonna play tennis after work. And it'll be my first time playing at it.
I hope i'll gonna hit somebody nutz with the tennis ball 'cause some of the
people here are so smuck! And then will throw the tennis racket and hoping that it
will hit somebody head and then landed to their nutz. Whoa that will hurt much.

Okay...so today, i had my lunch at a new place called Bukit Timah Plaza.
Nice place. Alot of Ngee Ann poly students maybe come there to eat.
Hoping to see cute girls there. Whoaaa why? Can't I look at them?
I'm just looking at them. I'm not touching them what. Rite?

I bought food at KFC. Somehow the chicken taste dopey.
Now i feel dope! No i can see chicken running across my head.
And the weird thing is that its a foul mouth cock!
It is saying something like "Hey you! Go and scratch your balls
before scratching a pussy" WTF?! i say. yeah thats what i said.
This is so wrong. Please go away you foul mouth cock!
Hey no wait! You can be my sidekick, my foul mouthcock naysayer!

YeaH! You said it right! My english is so bad the very!
I learnt it from Yoda Grammar School.
Yoda look greenish blue in real life. Maybe he felt sick during that moment of time.

Hahaha
Some people are just full of bullshits!
They gave reasons and thinking that they're escape with that
But actually they're making a fool about themselves.
Please go on Dear Sir/Ma 'am.
You're so suck!
I'm here just nodding my head, just making sure that
i'm believing all your bullshit.
Stupid naive creatures.
Yes I'm a backstabbing moron.
But I'll be a bigger moron if i believe in his/her reasonings and stupid
Ideology.
I had a such fun time deceiving others.
If only they knew.
Fuck you very much!

Metal Gig on 20th Oct. 2001, at Joo Chiat C.C,
2pm....$10 entrance...come-come don't shy

I was reading my own entries And guess what i got?
I got a BONER myself

Nope didn't see her today.
Maybe she ran away in horror. Maybe she knew i was looking at her.
I'm doomed! Now it's my turn to run away in horror.
I hope i won't scream like a pussy.

What I expect you peeps to get after reading my entries?
A BONER.

yeah, its 3.52am. And i'm still awake. i dunno why? some things in my mind. its like i got this mood swings you know. At night i will feel melancholy and stuff but in the day , i feel like who the heck cares anyway,with the fuck i say with others.Just normal "rock no care attitude".
some night could be so terrible, that i would cry. normal ain't it? just cry some tears. we can't really keep it to ourself. read this lyric. isn't that sad?

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

but i hope i will not be like that.

I...

no really
everyway
anyway
people will say
u'll get by
people will say
hey " things will get better every minute"
but truth
it'll get worser
I know.

sometimes i feel sad for people who do mime
sad sometimes to see them in that kind of state
who ever make the rules about the girls i date

heh
no wonder
clowns are sad deep down inside

i know
i like to joke around and stuff
but when im feeling sad
people will start to feel shock
like i never had ever feel sad before
oh c'mon
i'm human too, right?
i can't be happy for always

Yeah! Once again its Saturday! Huh? Where is my Friday entries gone to? I can't seems to find Friday entries? Oh man! Did I lost another day again? Did the aliens abducted me again? Please no anal probe again please? pretty please? my butt hurts and now i got a big butcrack now
Saturday...hmmm what should i do now? I'm still remembering the girl in pink i saw yesterday friday. Whoa i say. Her and her cute smile. Everytime she smile, her cheeks will look chubby. like a baby face. whoa? who are you mysterious woman. You do look like the girl in my dreams. Are you the one? I hope you are the one. You look so cool. And you have the sunshine feeling on your face. Always smiling and laughing. I like that. Im hoping to see you again girl in pink. Here's a song for you

PERFECT LIFE
All things arranged now
All things will be prepared
One day, I guess, it will be ready for the day

No one’s complaining
It seems I lose control

Another story of a never ending life
Anyday I felt O.K. – it’s over now

I am the master of my life

I know the times when I’m lost and confused
I lose my control and I’ll find you
In the middle of our world
With no anger and pain

The story‘s out now – the life shield has gone away
I reach perfection
It seems to be complete

There’s nothing I can do, but parting in my seat

I’m not crazy – I just call “It’s true”
I’m just lazy – to take another youth
I look for attractions
They push me up so high
It seems like flying with Lambrusco to Hawaii

I will find you
With no anger and pain

The life shield has gone
The story’s out now

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Hmmm I've been thinking, is it okay to ask for your things back from your eX? Some of my stuff is over her place.
Is that lame? But then people will think that i wanted to go after her again. That is not so cool man!
I will not lick my spit. Of course, who will? Sheeh. Hey what are you saying? I'm the one who being played here. Not her. I want my DUNE movie tape back.
And yeah my 311 cd back. That band rocks you know. Well maybe i just get a new one...
Eh what if she is reading this? Oh then thats great. I don't f#@king care anyway. Muahahaha. I am so evil.
Whoaaa! You people are reading my innermost feeling. I feel so violated. Now i got to sue you all.
Now please hand in your cash. Or i will write my innermost embarassing moment in my life.
Eh? That would make me embarassed myself.
THIS I SAY IS MY FUBAR POINT OF TIME

Daily Quiz
[1] Check out how many speeling errors did i make?
[2] What book am i reading now?
[3] What kind of music do i like?
[4] Who is the most insane? Cosmo Kramer or me?
[5] How many fingers am i holding now?
[7] Why did i skip question number 6?
[8] How many sets of false teeth does the HULK have?
[9] Do you want to date me?
[10] Are you cute and sweet? (applies only to girls)

Prizes:
1st : Be my girlfriend
2nd : A date with me and a cruise around Orchard Rd
3rd : 5 millions gazillion singapore dollars [get this from your mamak authorized dealers]


Email to ext3eleven@yahoo.com.sg




Not an even field to be on
Feels like standing still for eons and eons
Staring in the dead in the eye
What now?
All we can do now is shut it down
Shut it down....

The X-FILES. This is the show i grew up with. How it fascinates me with its paranormal and conspiracy. How i look in awe at Mulder's will to find the Truth.
Yesterday episode was great. What i like about the X-Files is the aliens, the Black Oil and the greys. And not forgetting the Bounty Hunter. They are really cool.
Can't wait to see the episode on Fight the Future. Whoa i can't believe it X-FILES are going into their 9th Season.

Nope. I didn't met her.
Stop aidiL, your effort will deem futile.
Burp!
BlackEyePeas is coming full range And,
NoFX is coming full range
311 rocks!

i have the feeling of bumping into HER, the girl i saw in my dreams... some sort of DARIA type of person. whoaaa... now rock my what a sick sad world!

Usually after lunch, i would go to a toy collectables shop to see what new stuff they have. I was just looking for BATTLESTAR GALACTICA when i suddenly saw a 12 inch C3PO without the "skin". Whoa this is a must get i say. It look so cool. I was just about to get it when i realize i don't have enough money. Whoa theres alot of vintage toys here i say.
Now i don't know which to buy when i get my next paycheck. I say to myself. Which one should i prioritize first? The EOS30 or the toy collectables. This is tough decision i say. Hmmm. i thought. Can i sell some blood to get some money back? Hmmmm that can't be done. Hmmm maybe i'll sell my heart to someone. Erhk that wouldn't be intelligent of me. Ahhh yes. I know. I would go over to every household and ask for ten cent. There are about 2 million people in Singapore. Maybe i could get about most of the house and gather around a thousand hundred bucks. Whoaaa i'm so clever. I could buy a car then! And a house or my own Camera shop and a vintage toy collectable shop. Wow! Hey wait a minute..... did i think straight here? Awww man.

Every evening I died and every evening I was born. Resurrected.

Today I dreamt, I dream of hope. A vision of a girl. Am I in love with that girl in my dream? Who is she? Where is she? When will I see her again?
Is there meaning to all this? It seems so real. Will i meet her in my real life? I wish to meet her again in my dream. It seams that i had known the girl for a real long time.
I took a bullet for her. In my dream. I was the saviour. Her. I was in love. That seems so strange to me now. How can i forget that name of hers. She cares for me.
She was so nice to me. Looking at me carefully with her doe eyes. She loves me. I sense that from the way she looks at me.
Who is she?..

MY LAST ANNOUNCEMENT!

I HAVE NEVER BEEN READY FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE
MY LIFE SUCKS! IT ALL ENDS HERE! GOOD BYE WORLD! GOOD BYE FRIENDS!
I HOPE THIS IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR AN EPITAPH.
HOPE YOU PEOPLE ENJOY READING WHATEVER SHIT! I HAVE WRITTEN.
GOOD BYE FRIENDS OF CSS AND GOODBYE FRIENDS OF NYP AND GOODBYE FRIENDS OF FRIENDS
THANKS AGAIN. AND GOOD BYE ALL!